Big Rock Candy Mountain

The hobos that frequented box cars and rode the open rails had their own language and culture. Jumping trains, riding the rails from place to place, gathering in hobo jungles while waiting for the next outgoing train, was a different way of life. One way for them to communicate within their “family” was by a series of signs and markings. A drawing of two shovels indicated a place to find work. There were signs given for doctors who wouldn’t charge them a fee, places to get food, caution about thieves, free phones, and warnings of danger. If they saw the symbol of a smiling cat drawn on a fence post or side of a house, they knew they were at the home of a kindhearted woman who would offer them a meal. Such was the home of my Great Grandmother whose house was along the tracks in Big Timber, Montana.

My Mother told stories of the hobos that came into her Grandmother’s yard behind the house by the railroad tracks. The hobos who jumped off the train in Big Timber, Montana, certainly knew where to find a pot of stew or tin barrel of “torpedoes” (beans) with a fire still burning beneath. They surely sent word down the tracks of finding “The Big Rock Candy Mountains.” 

Maybe some of the hobos reminded Great Grandma of youngsters she had known who had to make their way at an early age. Maybe she saw a reflection of her own boys, one at least who was known to hop a train on occasion. Regardless, she saw those who were hungry and needed a warm meal and a kind hand.

I wonder if there was a symbol of a fat, happy, smiling cat etched on a post facing the tracks. Here was the place of a kindhearted woman who gave of her meager bounty to feed hungry hobos down on their luck, exploring the country, or seeking a place to call home. Let me tell you, even her scraps were heavenly!

There was a song written about the hobo culture. This is a portion of the cleaned-up variation of the original lyrics:

One evening as the sun went down
And the jungle fire was burning,
Down the track came a hobo hiking,
And he said, “Boys, I’m not turning
I’m headed for a land that’s far away
Besides the crystal fountains
So come with me, we’ll go and see
The Big Rock Candy Mountains

In the Big Rock Candy Mountains,
There’s a land that’s fair and bright,
Where the handouts grow on bushes
And you sleep out every night
Where the boxcars all are empty
And the sun shines every day
On the birds and the bees
And the cigarette trees
The lemonade springs
Where the bluebird sings
In the Big Rock Candy Mountains

“The song is about a hobo’s dreams of a supposedly perfect life. Based on the song and some outside information and context, the theme is simply dreams and wishes for a better life. For example, “The Big Rock Candy Mountains” are mentioned often and they could be a symbol of euphoria: “Oh I’m bound to go where there ain’t no snow, where the rains don’t fall; the winds don’t blow, in the Big Rock Candy Mountains.” “This quotation describes a place where everything is perfect, at least in the author’s eyes.”

“A kindhearted woman lives here”

Prairie Fiddler

Stars twinkled across the sky from one side of the prairie to the other. It looked as if they had been cast into the black of night to hang by a thread. They swayed and lit up the world below as they illuminated the path of stardust across the Milky Way. 

Fiery red and yellow flames danced against the night sky in rhythm with the twinkling lights and the music that glided on the breeze. The crackle and pop of the fire added percussion to the tunes that rose and fell from the stringed instruments.

After days on the trail, the evening fire under a clear sky was a reprieve. Not only had there been some days and nights of rain when everything got soaked, but they were travel weary. Oh, there were times when they stayed in camp a couple of days when they camped beside a river. That’s when they repaired harnesses, wagons, and equipment, did laundry, cooked a big pot of beans, and swam in the river. But a cool crisp evening around the fire was a special treat.

Sitting around the fire was a diversity of participants and onlookers. Dad Knapp with his fiddle, and his son, Bee, who played the fiddle he bought from Old Man Bradley for $12.00 a few years earlier, drew their bows across the strings to release the rich mellow tones. Someone else grabbed the banjo, while another tried to add to the tune with a mouth harp. 

Those who sat in the warmth of the flames were diverse as well. A toddler was in the arms of Mother Knapp. Little Evelyn sat wide eyed, not wanting to miss a thing. Bee, at seventeen, was the oldest of the children on the trail, brother Fred having stayed behind. He and Buster drove one of the teams. Leone usually rode with the brothers though her eyes were set on the shy handsome young man who helped Uncle Press with his wagons. The McNeil cousins, one Evelyn’s age, added to their companionship. More than just family shared their fire as well. Travelers they met heading east pulled out their instruments to join in the revelry. It is said when Dad Knapp played the fiddle, even “a wooden Indian couldn’t have kept his feet still.” No less could the Indian braves who joined their fire on the open prairie as they neared the Crow Reservation. The braves found great entertainment with the pioneers but also wanted to try to work a trade for Bee’s big bay, Bill, that had outright beat their Indian ponies in a race. They offered five ponies for the bay whose veins ran with race blood. Bee would not strike a trade.

As I peer through the curtains of time, I see Indian braves and children dancing around the fire, the braves trying to coax Leone to join in the dance, smiles and joy reflected on faces in the firelight. I hear the music of the instruments playing old dance tunes with laughter and singing rolling across the prairie like tumbleweeds. Somehow, I sense that Dad Knapp especially was completely content.

He thrived in the wide-open countryside. When neighbors moved too close, he felt penned in. He was among the rushers into Indian Territory in Oklahoma 25 years earlier. But things were getting too crowded for him. By 1914, word came of new territory. Montana was open country. There was land a plenty. A couple of the McNeil brothers had already staked a claim with glowing reports of good grass and plenty of land, 320 acres per homestead. That was enough for Dad Knapp to pull up stakes. Their success depended on the Oklahoma harvest. One hundred acres were planted in wheat. They could easily lose a crop to locusts, drought, hailstorm, or prairie fires. So much hinged on the weather, they were nervous and anxious until the time of harvest came. Dad Knapp didn’t care for the storms that rose up without warning on those western prairies. With an eye on the weather and a prayer on their lips, they waited. The time of harvest came and brought a bumper crop. It was enough for them to make the move.

They arrived at their final destination sixty days and over 1300 miles after they began. The following spring, the families all moved to their prospective homesteads. That was wide open country that seemed as vast as the endless sky – enough to satisfy the wandering soul and itchy feet of a prairie fiddler. 

Years later, Charles Knapp retired in Big Timber, Montana
where he lived out the rest of his days.

From Our House

Memories of Grand Old Bee Bell’s fifth Christmas, 1901

I sure did feel good about getting that long letter and picture page from you boys at Christmas time. I don’t much to write about so I’ll just tell you about my fifth Christmas.

Our neighbor lived 4 miles from us and mother told me to take a small bag of popcorn balls to the boys. It was not so far if I cut thru the hog pasture. A small creek ran thru the pasture, had a small bridge across it.

Well – I was going under the bridge on a narrow trail. It was only wide enough for one boy or 1 hog. I got halfway thru when that big old sow – she went WOOF and I fell in the water and the old sow went on by. Well I tore out fast as I could run. I left the bag of popcorn on the porch and headed for home around the road.

When I got home mother thot I was sick. I had been running so hard and forgot to breathe, it just about done me out.

Well – we had a real nice time that year. 

Hope you had a nice time and a happy and Jolly New Year.

This is from your Grand Old Bee Bell

Is It Stuffed?

There was one last stop I wanted to make before getting to our cabin. It was a trivial thing, but I thought the girls would enjoy it. As we got off the interstate ramp, I tried to explain to the girls what we were going to see.

Sure enough, even before we passed into the Greycliff Prairie Dog Town State Park, there was a fuzzy little critter standing tall like the sentry that it was. I rolled the windows down and told the girls to listen. All they heard was a few clicks, chips and chirps. The Judge said, “What is it?” “It’s a prairie dog.” She was surprised, and I was even more surprised when she said she was looking for a dog of some kind. Others joined the chorus as they signaled warnings to the town of prairie dogs that strangers were in their territory.

Just when I thought they understood, we saw an especially chubby guy standing atop a mound. It didn’t even twitch. The Judge said, “Is it stuffed?”

“Yep. It’s a statue. They put it there so people will know what a prairie dog looks like.” Right on cue, the fuzzy guy looked at us then disappeared in his hole.

We shared a great time of laughter more than once on her account.

If you’re ever in Greycliff, Montana, it’s worth a stop at the 98-acre Greycliff Prairie Dog Town State Park. The preserve for the black-tailed prairie dogs is full of holes, mounds and a tribe of prairie dogs. You might be a bit intrigued but some of the locals who find them a nuisance may not share your opinion.

‘Twas the Christmas Season

‘Twas the eve before Christmas
And all through the house
We sensed something stirring –
A viral louse

With teeth set on edge
And long sharp claws
It was ready to pounce
On Santa Clause

‘Rona came to visit
And sent us to bed
While prayers of healing
Swam in our heads

On Christmas morning
No children came
So we zoomed with the others
With ‘Rona to blame

I kept my taste,
Though nose works quite well,
To my nostrils were added
An unpleasant smell.

I popped lots of pills,
Chicken soup and hot tea
And almost overdosed 
On vitamins C and D

A little cough and fatigue
With no fever to tell
Amid a few aches
We’re healing quite well

If ‘Rona visits you
Send her (or him) away
There’s no room for ‘Rona
To come and stay

2020

Christmas Memories

by my Grandmother, aka, Gommie, early 1900’s

Later on that year, Luella and Anna, another niece of mine who was a year older than me, stopped at the ranch.  The Coopers had gone to the World Fair in St. Louis and then on to Mississippi to visit Jack’s sister.  Luella brought Mamma some pretty salt and pepper shakers from the World Fair.

That winter, Mamma, Joe who was about 21, Bessie, Tooie and I went over to Fergus County for Christmas.  Luella was living at Whiskey Gulch near Gilt Edge.  I don’t remember how we got to Harlowton – perhaps on the stage from Melville, but I do remember that we rode on the “Jawbone” railroad from Harlowton to Lewiston.  This was the railroad built by Richard Harlow without adequate backing of money – just talk, thus the name “Jawbone.”  (He had to mortgage the line with James Hill the Great Northern magnate; however, in order to the lines available, Milwaukee Railroad paid off Harlow’s mortgage in 1910.)

From Lewistown we took a stage to Gilt Edge which was a mile or so from the mining camp up Whiskey Gulch.  Jack met us and took us to their small log cabin where we stayed for a couple of weeks. Don’t ask me to explain how all of us managed – I suppose that Jack and Joe slept at the boarding house or someplace else.  Jack was working in the Big Six mine.  (In 1957, Anna Cooper Doore and her daughter Kathryn and I went back to the old place, and we found remains of the old cabin where they lived.  The camp is mostly gone and only a few places could be recognized.)

The big social event while we were there was a masquerade at Gilt Edge.  I was so taken with the grocery boy, Dick Blake, who was dressed as a woman with a blue dress trimmed with popcorn, I don’t remember anyone else.  Luella was masked, but I don’t remember what she wore. We had Christmas at the boarding house which Mrs. Mershon operated.  Mrs. Mershon had a son, Joab, who was about 10 or twelve, and a little girl named Sarah Rebecca.  A woman named Mrs. Limbaugh gave each one of us girls a silver thimble.  I still have mine.  Tooie lost hers.  A little girl that lived up the hill gave me a tin doll head.  Later Bessie made a body for it out of a rag and stuffed it with goat hair. 

Noodles, Noodles, Noodles

One of our family’s favorite traditional dishes to serve at Christmas and other family gatherings is Noodles & Tomatoes. Oh, it’s not just noodles in a bag like you buy in the store, it’s homemade noodles. They are really simple to make and ohhhhh so good. I always use home canned tomatoes – it makes a huge difference.

This year we aren’t celebrating with a big crowd of family gathered in the kitchen and scattered throughout the house. I bet that some of the nieces and nephews are serving noodles and tomatoes in their homes this Christmas!

Here’s a link (a must see!) to Homemade Noodles & Tomatoes (there is a guest appearance)

Here’s the recipe:

2 eggs
1/2 teaspoon salt
all-purpose flour

Beat eggs with fork. Stir in salt. Add enough flour to make a very stiff dough. Roll dough out very thin on a floured surface. Roll dough up (like a crepe) and cut with a knife in 1/2″ strips. Unroll each strip and place on a towel or paper towels. Allow to dry. Cook noodles in salted boiling water about 10 minutes. Drain. Pour 1 quart (or more) home canned tomatoes over this and add 2 Tablespoons butter (or more). Season with pepper.

You might like to try it! Who knows, you might start you own new family tradition!

Christmas Letter from a Wise Man

In a time when there is much grief and uncertainty, we could all use a message of hope and a blessing of Christmas.

This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it! |May his blessings be upon you, his peace in your mind, and his love in your actions.

Here it is CHRISTMAS 2006. – A year of hopes and fears, of laughter and tears, of hellos and goodbyes. BUT THE FINAL WORDS ARE THE WORDS OF ADVENT. “UNTO YOU A CHILD IS BORN, UNTO YOU A SON IS GIVEN.”  At his name we celebrate Christmas and lift up our heads in hope.

Some days of this year gave us good memories: There was FEBRUARY 20th when “Christmas-choo-choo-Engineer Patrick” got a baby sister named her “Grace Elizabeth.”  Then on APRIL 20 Arlo got a baby sister, “Samaya Guadalupe.”  It was about time some one of these young’uns got a Guadalupe. 

Jean and I had a big celebration on JULY 26th.  It was our 60th Wedding anniversary.  This sent us off on a three-day honeymoon trip to a Bavarian Alpine Village (located in Helen, Georgia) and gave us special memories to carry along with a big “THANK YOU GOD” FOR SIXTY YEARS, ABUNDANT YEARS, GREAT YEARS.

Then came a big personal change. It started on AUGUST 18 when a car roared out of a side road, like a shark dashing into a school of fish. Our car was the fish. We were knocked into another lane and hit again. Jean was taken by helicopter to the Erlanger Hospital in Chattanooga. The jaws of life ripped my car door off, and I ended up in the same hospital. 

Jean died 3 days later. I won’t even put that date down. The children and most of the grandchildren, even those now in China, were beside her those three days. I wanted to die with her, but the children and doctors wouldn’t let me. 

 People said that family put on a great memorial service decorated with a score or more of the baby quilts, graduation quilts, and anniversary quits that Grandma had made for them. I got out of the hospital on OCTOBER 13th – a good day.  I learned how great it is to have a family and to have a church – not just one, but there were at least four directly involved. What a grand tribute to the bride that of 60 years. 

We had Thanksgiving in South Georgia in a daughter’s remodeled house and saw 97-year-old Aunt Evelyn on the way home. Now I am to prepare for a book signing December 21.

In this all I say “Thanks, Lord, for being with us.” Even things we did not like were lighted by the grace and love of God –  where they become the Church Advent Candles coming to life. 

There are hopes and fears. Faith, hope, and love abide – and the greatest is love. Share it with one another. The greatest news we have is “UNTO YOU A CHILD IS BORN – UNTO YOU A SON IS GIVEN.

That’s our blessing of Christmas.        

Heartbeat

Thump, thump. Thump, thump.

The little girl’s eyes got big. She whispered, “Did you hear that?” “What was it?”

She tiptoed to the doorway, peeked through the opening and looked around. Thump, thump. Thump, thump. She looked up then quickly turned toward me as she made that short gasping sound kids make when they pretend to be surprised. Her whole face lit up.

“Do you hear the heartbeat of the house? It went thump, thump. Thump, thump.”

Then I was the one who looked surprised

I thought, “How can a little five-year-old girl be so smart? She’s a tiny genius philosopher.”

She was absolutely right. The sounds she heard were the heartbeat of the house. It was the sound of footsteps, footsteps who belonged to people, people who love her dearly. The heartbeat of the house means there is life. Without the footsteps of those who live together and love one another, a house is void and cold.

The next time you hear footsteps coming in the door tracking in mud or leaves, or the footsteps in the night of someone checking to see if the little ones are covered and warm, or the running footsteps of those playing hide and seek, or the footsteps of one preparing and serving a meal, or tiny footsteps at the glass door smeared with tiny fingerprints on the just cleaned glass, remember that is the heartbeat of the house!

Thump, thump! Thump thump!

Surviving the Night

My Guest Author is Patrick Halash, son of World War II hero who served with my Father. Their brief encounter on the battlefield came full circle just a few years ago when the Halash family contacted my Father after filing his battle account on the Library of Congress website. For the first time in over 70 years, my Father was able to sleep through the night of December 2nd with no flashbacks, all because he knew he made a difference that night in the life of one man – Leo Halash. Two heroes survived the night!

Here is Patrick’s account

My dad is a WW2 American War Hero who was wounded in action on December 2nd 1944.  He survived that fateful day in a large part due to the quick thinking and brave actions of another WW2 American War Hero named Robert Ward. The fact that Robert Ward helped my dad on that day came to light during a lucky web browsing session by me as I searched for information about December 2nd 1944 Flossdorf Germany on google.  I saw my dad’s name as I read various posts by WW2 veterans that described their memories of that day.  The post that mention my dad’s name was written by Robert Ward.  Mr. Ward heard my dad calling for help after he was shot in the knee as US forces were advancing on the small town of Flossdorf Germany.  I have attached a couple brief quotes from Robert Ward’s account of the events of that day. 

I crawled ahead.  It was light now and there was heavy fire.  Our troops were pinned down by the road. “Lieutenant Lovell’s hard hit,” I shouted.  The word went down the line.  Someone would get there when they could. There were other cries for help.  One was close by.  “Medic.  Medic.”  A beet field was behind me.  Someone was in the beet field.  F Company had launched their attack on our left.  The soldier was from F Company.  He was lying in the flat field.  His helmet was sticking up among the beet tops and every time he moved a sniper bullet would zip through the beet tops beside him. I bellied my way to him and lay beside him.  A bullet had torn a hole through his leg.  I bandaged his wound and had him take his wound tablets.  I pulled his belt tight around his leg, then dug like a badger to make a trench deep enough to get him below ground level.  That done, I jabbed his rifle in the dirt, bayonet down, butt up.  The trench wasn’t big enough for Halash and myself, and a sniper was still active.  I crawled away, head on, and hoped my helmet would keep me covered.”  R B W

“I gave him his pills and I bandaged his wound. If I had not put the belt on his leg, he would have bled to death. But time was critical. If the tourniquet was on for too long, he would lose his leg. It had been raining so I was able to take the claw-looking tool and dig into the soft ground. I don’t remember the first time I saw Leo Halash, but I sure remember the last time. When it was all over I looked through the list of casualties and didn’t find his name listed among the dead. So I knew he survived.” He said, “For over seventy years I have had flashbacks on December 2. I see Frank Svoboda. I see Lieutenant Lovell lying on the ground – wounded – and his detached boot with his foot still in it. I see others who lost their lives. I see a soldier in the field and hear him call for help. I hear the enemy fire all around.” A tear escaped and he continued, “But now I have been given a good flashback. After seventy years, I can now see life – that of Leo Halash. I thank God that I was there that day and that Leo survived and had a good family. That’s a good flashback!” R B W as told to his daughter

Some war veterans do not like to talk about their battlefield experiences and others seem to excel at it.  My dad did not like to discuss his WW2 experiences with us seven children or even his beloved wife.  My mom is still with us some 71 years after the battle of Flossdorf and she told us one story about an encounter that my dad had with a German soldier the night that he was wounded. 

My mom remembers that my dad told her that during the night my dad laid in that cold wet ditch that Robert Ward dug to protect him from all of the barrage of bullets, he was approached by a German soldier.  Both soldiers panicked and drew their weapons.  Neither man really wanted to shoot each other but would if their own life was in danger.  My dad yelled out “kompan” which is the Polish word for “comrade”.  As fate would have it, both of my dad’s parents immigrated from Poland so he was fluent in Polish and the German soldier turned out to be a 17 year old Polish boy that was forced into the army after Germany overran Poland  The boy was lost, hungry, cold to the bone, and scared to death (kind of like my dad).  Each soldier tried to get the other to come join their fellow soldiers for the attention they both needed but in the end the German soldier decided to keep moving to find the other members of his platoon.  My dad survived the night and was picked up by American forces the following morning.   

My dad was also emphatic about not letting the surgeons amputate his mangled leg.  Instead of spending approximately two months in the hospital he spent about two years.  He endured at least five operations to save his leg even though it was clear he would never be able to bend his knee at all.  I recall seeing about a dozen 3 by 5 inch scars on his thighs and back where the doctors removed patches of skin in order to cover the knee cap area that was not able to be salvaged after the bullet wound.  My dad never complained about the pain or discomfort of his injury and always down played the severity when corresponding with his family back in Michigan.  He did not want his mom, dad and six siblings to worry about him. 

My dad was the kind of WW2 war hero that simply chose to not discuss the horrors of war and was also the very best dad in the world to me and my six siblings. 

                       By:        Patrick Halash   12/17/2020