The Crazies

by my guest author, Robert B Ward

For decades the land between the Yellowstone and Musselshell Rivers in Montana was the home of Crow and Blackfoot Indians.  They hunted in rolling hills carpeted with buffalo grass. They pitched their summer teepees in the shadows of snowcapped peaks which stretched fifty miles from valley to valley.

Today this range is spoken of as the Crazy Mountains.  The Indians had a better name.  They called them the Birdsong Mountains.  They believed that they were endowed with special powers.  Like the people of Old Testament times, the Redman turned to the mountains to seek spiritual guidance.  Young men fasted in sweat lodges by the shores of mountain lakes.  They climbed the highest ridges.  They climbed alone.  Night and day, and night and day again, they sat, without shelter and without food as they fought the elements to prove that they were men.  By day the wind blew upon them, and the sun beat down.  At night they stood on the spine of a mountain.  They stood amongst the stars.  Those on the far horizon were below them.  Above, beside and below – and their hearts leaped into their throats and out of their chest and rested among the stars.

The Redmen climbed Conical, Idings and Jack Rabbit Peaks – places where the wind only stops blowing to shift gears or change directions.  They scaled Crazy Peak topped by two pillars of granite 11,809 feet above sea level.  Here a Brave could have a vision which would shape his future.  “It is a great thing to believe in immortality,” Robert L. Stevenson said, “but first of all it is necessary to believe in life.”  On the crest of the mountain a Brave found a deeper dimension of life.

It was as if the Great Spirit stood astride the skyline and communed with those who seek him.  Northern neighbors (Pend ‘Oreilles) gave the Supreme Being a double name – Colon Suten; and the Absarokees (Crows) said “Ah-badt-dad-deah” (The-one-who-made-all-things).  The birds sang to his honor and young men searched for him hoping to discover what is and what ought to be.

In Biblical times long past, David, the shepherd boy from the Tribe of Judah, hard pressed by troubles looked to the heights and found a song.  “I will lift up my eyes unto the hills from whence cometh my help.”  Who can say but that music still echoes from mountain ridges for those with eyes to see and ears to hear.Mountains are for visions.  Not the visions of that which is hallucination, nor for the sight of that which is hallucination, not for the sight of that which is not, but for the voice of inspiration borne by whispering winds which say, “Be still and know that I am God”.  This is the vision of realness which underlies the visible world.

A Sacred Land

The side road between the Big Horn and Pryor Mountains abruptly came to an end. I cautiously stood on the precipice and peered into the Bighorn Canyon below thinking it could swallow me at any moment. 

Massive rugged walls of colorful layers of rock rose 1000 feet from the riverbed. Time and unrelenting forces of wind and water carved the canyon leaving stone sentinels to stand guard along the pea soup green algae water of the Bighorn River that winds through the curvy gorge. 

Not far away in this high dry country between the mountains, I walked along a trail where teepees once stood in the shadow of a rocky cliff. I looked across the valley and could almost envision the camp of teepees, fires burning, little ones playing and helping the women and men as the buffalo harvest was under way. Though the teepees no longer point toward the big sky, the stone rings that once secured them still remain, and so does their story. Wild mustangs, descendants of Spanish horses brought to the area by the Crow Indians, still make their home in the Pryor Range and stand watch over their homeland.

It is said that several hundred years ago, the Crow Chief was instructed in a vision to take his people and “find the mountain range where the sacred tobacco plant grows.” They eventually came to the Bighorn Mountains where the treasured plant continues to live. This area which includes parts of Montana, Wyoming, and South Dakota, became the historical homelands of the Crow Nation. Through this journey, they became known as the Apsáalooke. 

Through an exhibit, “Apsáalooke Women and Warriors,” currently on display at the Museum of the Rockies, we were able to walk through part of their journey. It was a fascinating trail exploring their beginnings in this historical homeland and traveling with them past works of art, and into modern times ending with contemporary clothing intricately designed. My mother would have been in awe of their artistic creations and seamstress expertise. 

The exhibit began with the story of how the Crow tribe came to the area. As I read their brief account, I was amazed to find that the place upon which I had stood among the teepee rings just days before in view of the Bighorn Mountains was in the land the Apsáalooke called home. My thought was, “It is indeed a small world.”

Several miles away from the site of the teepee rings, a baby boy was born into the Crow tribe at the-cliffs-that-have-no-name in 1848. His name was Chiilaphuchissaaleesh, or “Buffalo Bull Facing The Wind.” When he was just a boy he made his way with others to the Crazy Mountains, known to the Crow tribe as Awaxawapiia. The mountains were a sacred place to them. For four days, the young boy fasted and prayed for a vision that would strengthen and guide not only himself, but also the Crow people. He was granted his desire. Later, as the boy grew to a man, he was called Plenty Coups and he became Chief of the Crow tribe.

The Crazy Mountains are still considered a sacred place for the Crow nation as well as those who have lived in the heart and shadows of the mountains. It has been a place of refuge for some, a place to relax and reflect and enjoy beauty beyond description. Many still go there for guidance and to seek a vision.  One writer put it this way: 

“The Crazy Mountains overlook so much more than a landscape. They are keepers of the stories of the past, and they could provide keys for the future. Those who live in the shadow of the Crazies know of their beauty, and others, those who’ve experienced or heard stories of their power, can feel their presence from afar.”

And so it is in a sacred land…

You Can’t Tame Babe

Snowy peaks before him
the valley now behind 
wonder all around him – 
a scene he’d rarely find

The corral now before him
 rodeo in full swing
laughter, whoops and hollers
in his ears did ring

Dust was a’flying
tails waving high,
sunlight above the saddle,
rider’s hat raised to the sky

He knew he’d never tire 
of the beauty he did behold
The wilderness called his name –
True words he had been told

You can’t tame the mountains
You can’t hold back the streams
You can’t harness the wind
or live on yesterday’s dreams

You might shoe an untamed filly,
make a bucking bronc dance,
but you can’t tame Babe,
you dare not take a chance

Amidst all the commotion,
there across the way,
he saw an untamed filly
on which his eyes did stay.

Her braids were black and shiny
Her eyes were ablaze
Her olive skin did glow –
his heart now in a daze.

Like the mighty river
his beating heart roared
Like the eagle overhead
his smitten spirit soared

Surrounded by this beauty
little did he know
that deep into the mountains
his roots now would grow

You can’t tame the mountains
You can’t hold back the streams
You can’t harness the wind
or live on yesterday’s dreams

            He shod an untamed filly
            made a bucking bronc dance
            though he didn’t tame Babe,
             he dared take that chance.

Shall I?

Shall I walk upon
a distant shore
and write my name
upon the sands?

Shall I sail across
open seas
into 
foreign lands?

            Shall I climb to top
            of mountain peaks,
            reach up and touch
            the sky?

            Shall I write a poem
            or sing a song
            or hush 
            a baby’s cry?

                        Shall I walk through
                        fields of flowers,
                        marvel at
                        the setting sun?

                        Shall I gaze into
                        the starry night
                        after the day
                        is done?
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